RM80 to gamble on "You're not lying"

I don't feel right. It has been eight and a half hours since the incident took place, but it still doesn't wave off from my head.

I have been conned. A total of RM80 to be precise. I am still not able to stand back on my feet. I don't know whether I should call someone to talk about it. But it's 2.30am in the morning. And there is no one here to hear my story.

I have tried sleeping but whenever I think of the two, I thought innocent, women, I was not even able to close my eyes. How can human be like this? How can human open their eyes and lie to you like she is telling the truth.

Maybe it is not them that I am afraid of. Maybe the fact that make me so scared is what human is capable of. I don't want to go further into the conversation on how I was being conned. It was shameful that a grown up like me can't even differentiate whether a person is lying.

The story took placed almost 9 hours ago. I was walking alone in Sunway Pyramid when two women came to me and claimed that they had lost all their money from Genting. They were there to meet a friend to borrow money but apparently the friend had flied to Singapore and would only be back the next day.

She of course said a lot of things to make me believe that she was really having this crisis. She said she needed a cab to the city. I gave her RM30. It was more than enough to get anywhere, I guess. Then she insisted that she need more to go back to Genting and that she haven't even eaten yet. She said she would surely return my money and she was not asking for sympathy.

So basically, I gave her RM30 but she insisted in returning to me the next day. Then she asked whether I can borrow her more. I was giving a lot of excuses but in the end, SHE WON! She took another RM50 from me. Even used her HP to miss call me so that she couldn't run away.

She swore she will return the money back to me tomorrow when her friend is here. However, I know, she will not appear tomorrow. I am struggling. All the details of the conversation keep flowing back into my head. Is what she was telling true? What if it's not? Can I find any clue in the conversation to tell me that she's lying.

If it is a lie, I can tell you that the lie was perfect to a first time listener. However, the flaws of a potential lie have been hunting me. I keep telling myself. It's just RM80. It will probably be gone for watching another concert. I keep on calming myself. If compared to being robbed, what I experienced is so minor.

But I still don't feel calm. I still cannot swing off the thought of having so many liars around us. I may be lucky. For I might have just given RM80 to buy what she said was true. Some other people might have given their whole life just to buy an everlasting vow that gain no return. It made me realize that, we are all risk takers.

Hopefully after writing so much, I will be able to sleep a bit. I guess I will give more details on the conversation after confirming she is a liar. However, I sort of confirmed that she is. Should I be hoping they will call me to return money to me? Hahahahha... We'll see in another 8 hours time. I guess we can only hope the best out of a human. Good night everyone.