人生的测验

原来，时间真的过得很快。一转眼，自己已经一年没有上部落格。面子书，也没有以前的活跃。大概，已经弄不清楚，什么应该分享，什么不应该。 

很多时候，人，都喜欢分享开心的事，美丽的东西。但美丽的定义，有所差距。炫耀和分享也变的一线之差。有时候，想分享伤心的事，在面子书上腼腆的想得到一些安慰。可是。。

 “为什么你整天都不开心的？“
 ”你怎么知道？“
”哪，整天看到你在面子书放话。。。” 

抚心自问，自己也不是常常说出沮丧的话啊！所以，一两次，在不适当的时候出现，也会变的常常。伤心是因为，这是出自一个自己蛮在乎的朋友。可能是自己不会经营这友情吧，也很久没有跟她聊天了！她不了解我，也是应该的吧！又或许，对于乐观的她，我确实是悲观了点。 

我一直以为，事无不能对人言，所以一直很多话。说话也没有过滤，典型的口直心快。说到我说谎的时候，都很容易被看穿。因为我一向的宗旨就是如果谎不能撒一辈子，那就不要撒。自己也非常讨厌撒谎的人。这样的我，跟现实生活的人们，有着很大的差异。现实生活中，那里没有尔虞我诈？诚实的人都很吃亏吧！ 

那，出家的行者，是否都愤世嫉俗呢？
那，如果不改变，就没有办法在竞争社会里生存吗？ 

人生，本来就是一所学校。在慢慢学习（成长）的过程中，有着许多的测验，考试（挫折，失败）。但如果，你能面对它，征服它，它就是你宝贵的一课。所以嘛，我要对这个测验说，”我跟你拼啦！“

Your control defines your character

When your Facebook status does not have enough words length to express your feelings, you blog.

It is a rainy night today. It has always been raining lately. As it rains more, I am more worried about the flood situation in Thailand. *Pray*

Someone once told me that religion is very important to everyone. It is a guideline towards living a life of a good man. A life that will lead you to the hands of God.

Therefore, we practice the commandments from our religion. We learn to control ourselves. When controls become natural, they define your character.

Control comes in the simplest form from forcing yourself to wake up in the morning to holding back your tears when someone scolds you. When complex feelings are involved, it is another level of control. It's like controlling yourself to break up or even start up a relationship with someone that is not right for you.

Sometimes I think that successful person are in higher control of themselves. They know how to control their emotion. They practice disciplines on themselves. They control their body's desire.

I always like to feel full. Feeling full is always the happiest moment of my life. It never appears to me that I need to control that. I thought it's right being content and happy. Maybe that's the reason I am not moving forward.

"Stay hungry, stay foolish."(Quoted from Steve Jobs) I hope we can all benefit from this for the right reasons.

要割禾，先蹲下咯！

距离出现在电视荧幕上已有将近两个月了，它没有我想像的奢华，也没有我想像的紧张。随着岁月的流逝，我大概也抵不过成熟的侵袭。实在太感恩我的制作人朋友，那真的是一个不可多得地经验。影片也有上传在面子书，希望不会让诸位失望哦！

今天好像要失眠了。昨天开始背部就非常痛，痛得无法转身，无法弯腰，无法帮自己穿裤子。所以，这周的外出全都取消了。在家就只能做一些简单的家务。原来才发现，自己一直以来亏对自己的背。

今天要洗碗的时候，正要驼背洗碗时，背疼了。所以，就半蹲的洗。从比较矮的角度看洗手盘有点陌生。突然想，一个七八岁的小孩，看的应该就是这个角度了吧！现在在电脑面前的我，坐姿还不错哦！背都是直直的。以前应该是驼着背的吧！

所以呢，我呢，终于知道背背的辛苦。我会好好检讨的。可是嘛，可不可以让我先睡一下呢？求求你咯！

Being on National TV

It all started when I received a phone call from my college mate. She had asked me to help her appear in her talk show. Without asking much, I said yes. I guess I wanted to appear in TV badly.

I was extremely nervous throughout the whole process. I am even nervous now. From knowing that I will be doing the filming to knowing the date of the air time for the show, the whole process was just so overwhelm for me.

It's actually a talk show between men and women. I guess sometimes we tend to think alike among the same gender. I think this is what it is about, to argue among gender. And that is the name of the talk show <男女嗆反調>.

It is a mandarin talk show shown in NTV7 in Malaysia since March 2011. My episode is to be aired on 30th April 2011. The topic was about whether we should still be friends with our exes. To learn more about the show, you can visit the below links for more information. (Opps, it's all in mandarin.)

Daily News Sina
Life TV Malaysia

My family and friends are very happy for my appearance in TV. I sincerely thank everyone for all the support they put in. They are always giving me support and wondering when is the air time for the show. I was more worried that I am going to ruin the show or worst, all my parts are being cut off.

I am not even sure whether I should ask anyone to see the show. It would be so embarrassing to see myself so not gorgeous sitting next to a top model. Yes, I am sitting next to the champion of "I want to be a model", Eloise! She is a very nice person. She sent me pictures that we took on the day to my iPhone.

I will need to upload the photo after the episode is aired to avoid any form of breaching the law. Finger crossed for Saturday's show. I hope it is not too bad.

Show me how you Burlesque!!

When I saw the "Burlesque" trailer from the television, I had a feeling I will like the movie very much. And don't girls have good instinct? I absolutely love it.

The movie was not shown in IOI mall. Therefore, I needed to travel further down to Sunway to catch it. It was totally worth the jam, time and money.

I have always loved musical movies. The first one I watched was the "Phantom of the Opera" back in college times. I have loved it so much. I guess I like watching people sing. It's like being in a concert, only it is not live.

I didn't feel like I am watching a musical movie at all. It was just too great! Christina Aguilera sang most of the songs. She has very strong vocal! How can I have that? Though I didn't really adore Cher's voice, her singing technique amazed us. She has a solid voice.

I didn't expect Ali (Christina Aguilera) to involve in a romantic relationship with Jack. It was so sweet to watch both of them in the big screen. There was so much laughter in the cinema. The girl who sit behind me laughed her lungs out and I was practically laughing at her.

So, Cher and Christina showed me how to Burlesque. Though I still don't know how to, I will definitely buy their DVD to learn more about it.

*heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey..... show me how you Burlesque*